Ok, well it has been a long time. All is quiet finally on the western front. we had a huge meeting today at work...things are officially ok. Ok enough we can do this. I scheduled my appointment for may 15th, and from there it will fly by. This new place seems quicker than GRS. 2 weeks on BCP compaired to an entire month (cycle) so I am happy about that. Sort of like a band aid just rip it off and get it over with already!
Of course until the moment i am in my car driving to this appointment it will not be totally real.